loneliness..my companion..

the crowd sweeps in
the crowd sweeps out
in short sombre dayz
andnever ending nights
i m alone
i was alwayz alone


behind the scars
theres a saga of darknessso
i wrap myself in a blanket of loneliness
an untold unheard painkeeps drizzling from eyes
as my agonies are shaped in deep yet silent cries
i,in my own companytry to gather
whatever seems to be mine
but the acidic effect of sighs
burns the smiles before it can thrive


desperate imagination floats wildly
fumbling on future and past
i want to breathe to live ,to hope ,
yet waiting for life to start
but i know in custody of my
intution that each echo of hope
will be gradually lost in black holes
of restrictions of life