tooti shakhen...

udasiyon ko samet kar
neend ke sirhaane late kar
apni aankho me band shahar
ko aankhen band kar taakti hun
un mehmaan lamhon ke asar me
sab bhoolna chahti hun

koi raasta jo hota mujhse shuru
to ruke kadmon se bhi us par chal parun
gulmohar kii daali se dhake ek ghar
ki khirkiyon se kohre ko hataana chahti hun

hisaab puraana hai mera zindagi se
kiston me saans lene ke byaaj chukane hai
gaathon se bhari ummid ki rassi se
gulmohar ki tooti shakhon ko baandh kar
us par sar rakh kar ab sona chahti hun...........

udhaar ke pal......

udhaar ke hai kuchh pal mere paas
yun katraa sansen milti hai.
fanaa ummidein mitti ki dher si
aangan me bikhri rahti hai

hai khalipan deewaron par
nal se pyaas ki boondein hi tapakti hai
sawera kab hua thha
siharti raat hi khidki se chhanti hai

do sard nistej aankhen
aur ek tasveer hai mere paas
darwaje ke chaukhat par sisakti hai
dam todti meri har aas

aane chahte ho mere ghar
chalne chahte ho mere saath
kahan tak.............??
dhuaan dhuaan si udasi
band galiyan hai har taraf
patthar ho jayengi aankhen tumhari
chhod do mujhe dekhna is tarah..................

me...........

nobody can judge or describe oneself ..as even conscience reflects a blurred image havng distortions of bias and nebulous self knwledge..well not making thngs tht cmplicatd...i m a simple gal with complex dreams...by simple i mean only d smplcity wid wich i chose my frnds....and simple desires of necessities n luxuries...going to hobbies...thre s d list of activities i indulge in...ranging 4m poetry..music...books..dance yoga..chatting.....then thre s always this never ending quest for sumthng and sum1 new and unaccmplshed....well..fship is just need of my survival...i m always dre 4 my frnds...i m sensitive gal and just refuse to accept d insensitivity of people 2wrds me...well dre s lot...lot ..n yet lot more...i m in d process of discovering myself...and u????????